No One Can Take Me From My Father’s Handमेरे पिता के हाथ से कोई मुझे छुड़ा नहीं सकता |A Sunday Message of Healing, Truth, Mercy, and God’s Protection चंगाई, सच्चाई, दया और परमेश्वर की सुरक्षा का रविवार संदेश
No One Can Take Me From My Father's Hand
मेरे पिता के हाथ से कोई मुझे छुड़ा नहीं सकता
1. When I Was Being Discharged
Yesterday, when the doctor was ready to discharge me with injection and tablets together, my heart became afraid because my body is sensitive to both. I asked the doctor, "Will the community doctor remove my tablets?" He winked his eye and said with a smile, "Talk to them and see, maybe they will remove them." But from his smile, I did not feel surety. I did not feel full purity and clarity in that answer.
Inside my heart I felt, "Father, is my body truly understood? Is my sensitivity understood? Is my pain understood?" The doctor had seen my history. The one who had seen my history knew that when the word mercy, compassion, or "taras" comes, my heart becomes full. Sometimes I feel like I am begging for my life, but my copy, my outside, my acting, my high voice, and my visible reaction make people forget my real pain and my true intention.
At that time one Word was moving in my head and ears. My brother had said, "Do not throw your precious pearls before those who do not value them, otherwise they can trample them and turn against you." That Word was going round and round inside my mind and making me conscious. It was like the Word was telling me, "Mary alias Manpreet, this will not win over you. Believe in your Heavenly Father. Trust your Father. Look into His eyes. You are His creation. He made you with His hands. He prepared everything for you."
Sister Mary's explanation: This Word came to my mind like a warning and like protection. It did not teach me hatred. It taught me wisdom. My tears, my family pain, my body sensitivity, my request for mercy, my true intention, and the holy things God placed in my heart are precious pearls. Every person may not understand their value. Some people may judge my words, trample the meaning, or twist my intention. So God was making my mind conscious and telling me to guard what is holy inside me.
Sister Mary's explanation: People may see my outside only. They may see my face, my voice, my body language, my fear, or my hospital situation. But God sees my heart. He knows whether my intention is greedy or clean. He knows whether my voice became high because of hatred or because of pain and sensitivity. He knows that I did not want to harm anyone. He knows my mind and my every intention.
2. Hospital Words That Made Me Feel Low
My heart was saying, "Father, why did the nurse speak to me like that yesterday? Why did she say that my sister does not take me home with her? Why did she speak like I should sit here and fix everything in my family?" In the hospital, I felt her meaning and her body language like a judgement, as if she was saying, "You are sitting here in the hospital and trying to fix your family matters through hospital support."
Then the matter of my sister came in my mind. I felt the word "compassionate." The word came in my mind because one sister is in the UAE and I want a compassionate letter or doctor's note for her, so she can come because of my real situation. The other sister who is here in Canada may need honest job reference or support, and I was thinking of speaking with hospital staff or doctor about what is right. But the way the nurse's words felt, it made me feel low, as if I was doing something wrong, as if I was using the hospital to get help for my sisters.
I want to say clearly before God: I was not asking out of greed. I was not asking to take wrong advantage. I was asking because of real family need, real body struggle, and real emotional pain. One sister needed a mercy door. One sister needed honest support. I was not trying to make drama. I was trying to speak truth from the middle of my hospital situation, body sensitivity, and family burden.
When those words made me feel low, inside me God began to speak. It was like He was telling me, "See, how many people trust human beings, but forget to trust Me. I do not let you depend completely on people because I want your trust to stay on Me. I will not make you ashamed. Your source is not people. Your source is Me."
Sister Mary's explanation: This does not mean I cannot ask people for help. I can ask a doctor for a note. I can ask a social worker for guidance. I can ask staff for information. I can ask for a job reference or support. But my full trust cannot be in human beings. People are channels, but God is the source. A human can misunderstand me, but God does not misunderstand me. A human may judge me, but God knows my purpose.
Sister Mary's explanation: My help is not only in hospital papers, doctor notes, social worker guidance, references, documents, or human approval. My help comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth. If He uses a doctor, I thank Him. If He uses a social worker, I thank Him. If He uses a sister, I thank Him. But my destiny is not in their hands. My destiny is in my Father's hands.
3. My Childlike Heart Questioned My Father
My heart became like a child before God. Again and again I thought, "Father, why did she speak with me like that? Was my purpose wrong? Was my intention wrong? Was I truly greedy kind? Was I asking for help in a wrong way? Was my heart not clean?" As soon as my heart said, "No, I am not like that," another voice rose inside me and comforted me.
That voice in my heart said, "No, My dear Mary, do not come under this trap. You do not need to make yourself bigger. You do not need to prove yourself before people. You do not need to fall into shame. I am your Lord. I am your God. I know the truth of your mind and heart."
When I had one high-tone moment with a nurse while explaining my point, I knew my voice became high, but inside me there was no desire to hurt anyone by word or by any other way. I was speaking from pain, pressure, fear, and body sensitivity. My Father knows my mind. He knows that even if my words became harsh or loud, my intention was not to harm.
Sister Mary's explanation: This Word teaches me that I must ask God to make my words soft and wise, even when my pain is real. I do not want harsh words to create more misunderstanding. But God also knows when a high voice comes from suffering, not hatred. I ask Him to clean my speech, protect my heart, and bring peace where confusion came.
4. Injection, Tablets, Double Dose, and Body Sensitivity
They were ready to discharge me on what felt like a double dose, and my heart did not like it. I did not agree inside because my body is sensitive to both tablets and injection. I wanted to say clearly: if there is injection, give monthly injection; or if there are tablets, give tablets. But injection and tablets together are difficult for my body. My body does not feel able to carry both together.
Then a voice came inside me: "Nothing can happen without your Father's will. Accept, but do not stop speaking the truth." So in my mind, I accepted discharge for that moment. But later, when I spoke with my sister who lives with me in Canada, she also did not agree with injection and tablets together. Then I felt that God placed my concern in another heart too. I felt that my Father was showing me I was not wrong to speak about my body sensitivity.
What was used to make me feel low became the place where God lifted me again. What felt like pressure became a place of prayer. What felt like confusion became a place where God reminded me to speak truth, but with faith. I do not want to fight people. I want my body, my medicine, and my voice to be understood.
Sister Mary's explanation: Hospital can feel like a valley. Medicine decisions can feel like a valley. Discharge, injection, tablets, body sensitivity, fear, misunderstanding, and family concerns can feel like shadows. But the Word says God is with me in the valley. My comfort is not that everything is easy. My comfort is that my Father is with me, guiding my mind, my breath, my body, and my next step.
5. The Word of God Is a Double-Edged Sword
The words that tried to work against me did not know that the Word of God is a double-edged sword. What is used to make someone fall, God's Word can cut from the other side. The same place where someone may think I will fall, God can lift me from there. The trap falls down when the Word of God stands up.
I rose up from the place where misunderstanding expected me to fall. Where someone thought my voice, my pain, or my family request would make me look wrong, God used His Word to make me conscious and strong. Where I felt low, He raised my soul. Where I felt judged, He reminded me that He sees my heart.
I remembered that the Word of God can cut fear from faith, confusion from truth, accusation from intention, and human judgement from God's witness. This is why I said thank You to the Trinity, thank You to God, the Lord of Lords. He knows my every intention.
Sister Mary's explanation: The Word of God is not weak. It is alive. It cuts lies. It cuts shame. It cuts traps. It cuts confusion. But it also opens the heart and shows truth. When many voices rise in my mind, God's Word separates what is from God and what is not from God. It protects me from falling under a wrong label.
6. Genesis Day 3, Day 5, and Sixth Day Friday — My Coloring Became a Symbolic Sign
This picture was colored by Sister Mary Emmanuel Joseph on Friday, the sixth day of the week. When I looked at this coloring spiritually, I felt it was not only a simple coloring page. It became a quiet reflection of God's creation, especially the third day and the fifth day from Genesis chapter 1.
Day 3
Grass, flowers, trees, seed, roots, growth, fruitfulness, beauty from the ground.
Day 5
Birds, movement, voice, watchfulness, breath, living signs in the air.
Sixth Day Friday
Creative work, reflection, completion, preparation before rest, God's order.
In this picture, the grass, leaves, flowers, vines, and trees reminded me of the third day of creation. On the third day, God caused the earth to bring forth grass, plants, seed, fruit, and trees. Spiritually, this means God can bring life out of empty ground. He can bring beauty where nothing seemed to be growing. He can create roots, growth, color, fruitfulness, and order in a place that looked plain before.
Sister Mary's explanation: Genesis Day 3 tells me that God can bring life out of plain ground. He can bring beauty from empty space. He can bring fruitfulness where nothing seemed to be growing before. My flowers, leaves, grass, vines, and tree became a sign that God is growing something in my life from the roots.
The crow or bird sitting on the branch reminded me of the fifth day of creation. On the fifth day, God created living creatures and birds to fly above the earth. Spiritually, the bird became a sign of voice, movement, watchfulness, breath, and life. The bird does not stay buried in the ground; it rises, watches, moves, and carries the sign of life in the air.
Sister Mary's explanation: Genesis Day 5 tells me that after God gives life to the ground, He also gives movement to the air. The bird in my coloring became a sign that God gives voice, movement, watchfulness, and breath. My roots are in His creation, and my wings are in His breath.
Because this picture was colored on Friday, the sixth day of the week, it also felt like a preparation sign. Friday reminds me of creative work, completion, reflection, and preparation before rest. I felt that God was showing me order in creation: first He gives foundation and growth, then He gives movement and voice. First He gives roots, then He gives wings. First He makes the earth fruitful, then He fills the sky with living signs.
Sister Mary's explanation: The sixth day reminds me that God looks at His completed work and calls it very good. I colored this picture on Friday, and I felt it as a small sign of finishing, reflecting, and preparing my heart before rest. God can use even coloring to show spiritual meaning, order, beauty, creation, and His gentle voice.
God is growing life in my ground and giving voice to my spirit.
My roots are in His creation, and my wings are in His breath.
7. Isaiah 43:13 Became Alive in My Heart
Then Isaiah 43:13 came alive inside me. God said, "I am He. No one can deliver out of My hand. I will work, and who can stop it?" I felt as if my Father was saying, "Mary, in the future also, no one can take you from My hands. What I will do in your life, no one can stop. What I will do in your journey, no one can block. What I will heal, no one can reverse."
This Word became my strong place. If God decides to work in my life, no hidden pain can stop Him. If God decides to open a mercy door, no judgement can shut it. If God decides to use my hospital pain as testimony, no misunderstanding can destroy His purpose. I do not belong to shame. I do not belong to fear. I belong to the hand of my Father.
Sister Mary's explanation: This Word tells me that God's hand is stronger than all human misunderstanding. No person, no negative word, no hidden fear, no hospital pressure, no copy shadow, no judgement, and no confusion can remove me from His hand. When God works, the final authority is not people's opinion. The final authority is God.
8. I Surrender Every Breath to the Lord of Lords
I surrender every breath to You, my Lord of Lords. You gave me breath. You made me from soil and made me alive with Your breath. My body is Your creation. My mind needs Your healing. My soul belongs to You. My heart says, "I love You from my heart, from each working, from each organ. My holy love belongs only to You."
Sister Mary's explanation: God made the body from dust, but life came from His breath. So my breath is holy. My body is His creation. My organs are His creation. My mind needs His healing. When I surrender my breath to Him, I am giving back to God what came from God.
No one can take me from my Father's hand.
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, I love You.
1. जब मुझे discharge किया जा रहा था
कल जब doctor मुझे injection और tablets दोनों के साथ discharge करने लगा, मेरे heart में डर उठ गया, क्योंकि मेरी body दोनों चीज़ों के लिए sensitive है। मैंने doctor से पूछा, "क्या community doctor मेरी tablets हटा देगा?" उसने आंख मारी और smile के साथ कहा, "बात करके देखना, शायद हटा दे।" पर उसकी smile से मुझे surety नहीं मिली। उस answer में मुझे पूरी purity और clarity नहीं लगी।
मेरे heart ने अंदर से पूछा, "पिता, क्या सच में मेरी body समझी गई? क्या मेरी sensitivity समझी गई? क्या मेरी pain समझी गई?" जिसने मेरी history देखी थी, वह जानता था कि mercy, compassion और "तरस" word मेरे heart को कितना भर देता है। कभी-कभी मुझे लगता है जैसे मैं अपनी life की भीख मांग रही हूँ, पर मेरी copy, मेरा outside, मेरी acting, मेरी high voice और मेरी visible reaction देखकर लोग मेरी real pain और true intention भूल जाते हैं।
उस समय मेरे head और ears में एक Word घूम रहा था। मेरे brother ने कहा था, "अपने कीमती मोती उन लोगों के आगे मत डालो जो उनकी कीमत नहीं समझते।" यह Word मेरे mind में बार-बार घूम रहा था और मुझे conscious कर रहा था। जैसे Word मुझे कह रहा हो, "Mary alias Manpreet, यह तेरे ऊपर जीत नहीं पाएगा। अपने Heavenly Father पर विश्वास कर। तू उसकी creation है। उसने तुझे अपने hands से बनाया है।"
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: यह Word मेरे mind में warning और protection की तरह आया। मेरी tears, family pain, body sensitivity, mercy की request और true intention precious pearls हैं। हर person उनकी value नहीं समझ सकता। इसलिए God मेरा mind conscious कर रहा था कि जो holy है, उसे guard कर।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: लोग outside देखते हैं, पर God heart देखता है। वह जानता है कि मेरी intention greedy है या clean। वह जानता है कि voice hatred से high हुई या pain और sensitivity से। वह मेरी हर intention जानता है।
2. Hospital के words जिन्होंने मुझे low feel कराया
मेरा heart कह रहा था, "Father, nurse ने मेरे साथ ऐसी बात क्यों की? उसने क्यों कहा कि मेरी sister मुझे अपने घर साथ नहीं ले जाती? उसने ऐसा क्यों बोला जैसे मैं यहां बैठकर अपने family की सब बातें ठीक करना चाहती हूँ?" Hospital में मुझे उसका meaning और body language judgement जैसी लगी।
फिर मेरी sister की बात मेरे mind में आई। मुझे "compassionate" word feel हुआ। मेरी एक sister UAE में है और मैं उसके लिए compassionate letter या doctor note चाहती हूँ, ताकि वह मेरी real situation के कारण आ सके। दूसरी sister Canada में है, उसके लिए honest job reference या support की जरूरत हो सकती है। पर nurse के words ने मुझे low feel कराया, जैसे मैं कुछ wrong कर रही हूँ।
मैं God के सामने clearly कहना चाहती हूँ: मैं greed से नहीं मांग रही थी। मैं wrong advantage नहीं लेना चाहती थी। मैं real family need, real body struggle और real emotional pain के कारण पूछ रही थी। एक sister के लिए mercy door था। एक sister के लिए honest support था। मैं drama नहीं बना रही थी।
तभी God अंदर बोल रहा था: "देख, कितने लोग human beings पर trust करते हैं, पर मुझे trust करना भूल जाते हैं। मैं तुझे ashamed नहीं होने दूंगा। तेरा source लोग नहीं हैं। तेरा source मैं हूँ।"
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: मैं doctor से note मांग सकती हूँ, social worker से guidance मांग सकती हूँ, staff से information मांग सकती हूँ। पर मेरा full trust human beings में नहीं हो सकता। लोग channels हैं, पर God source है।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: मेरी help सिर्फ papers, notes, references या human approval में नहीं है। मेरी help Lord से आती है जिसने heaven और earth बनाया। मेरी destiny मेरे Father के hands में है।
3. मेरे बच्चे जैसे heart ने Father से सवाल किया
मेरा heart God के सामने बच्चे जैसा हो गया। मैंने सोचा, "Father, क्या मेरा purpose wrong था? क्या मेरी intention wrong थी? क्या मैं सच में greedy kind थी?" जैसे ही मेरे heart ने कहा, "No, मैं ऐसी नहीं हूँ," मेरे अंदर voice आई: "No, My dear Mary, इस trap में मत आ। तुझे लोगों के सामने prove करने की जरूरत नहीं। मैं तेरा Lord हूँ। मैं तेरे mind और heart की truth जानता हूँ।"
एक nurse के साथ मेरा high-tone moment हुआ, पर मेरे अंदर किसी को words से harm करने की इच्छा नहीं थी। मैं pain, pressure, fear और body sensitivity से बोल रही थी। मेरा Father मेरा mind जानता है।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: यह Word मुझे सिखाता है कि pain real हो तब भी words soft और wise होने चाहिए। पर God high voice के पीछे का reason भी देखता है। मैं Him से मांगती हूँ कि मेरी speech clean करे और जहां confusion आई वहां peace लाए।
4. Injection, tablets, double dose और body sensitivity
वे मुझे double dose जैसा feel होने वाली discharge plan पर भेजना चाहते थे। मैं अंदर से agree नहीं थी क्योंकि मेरी body tablets और injection दोनों के लिए sensitive है। मैं clearly कहना चाहती थी: अगर injection है, तो monthly injection दो; या tablets हैं, तो tablets दो। पर injection और tablets together मेरी body के लिए difficult हैं।
फिर मेरे अंदर voice आई: "तेरे Father की will के बिना कुछ नहीं हो सकता। Accept कर, पर truth बोलना मत छोड़।" बाद में मेरी sister जो Canada में मेरे साथ रहती है, उसने भी injection और tablets together को ठीक नहीं माना। तब मुझे लगा कि God ने मेरी concern किसी और heart में भी डाल दी।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: Hospital valley जैसा feel हो सकता है। Medicine decisions, discharge, fear और misunderstanding shadows जैसे लग सकते हैं। पर God valley में मेरे साथ है। मेरी comfort यह है कि मेरा Father मेरे mind, breath, body और next step को guide कर रहा है।
5. Word of God double-edged sword है
जो words मेरे against काम करने की कोशिश कर रहे थे, उन्हें नहीं पता था कि Word of God double-edged sword है। जो बात किसी को गिराने के लिए use होती है, God का Word दूसरी side से उसे काट सकता है। जिस जगह कोई सोचता है कि मैं गिर जाऊंगी, God उसी जगह से मुझे उठा सकता है।
जहां मैं low feel कर रही थी, उसने मेरी soul उठा दी। जहां मुझे judge feel हुआ, उसने मुझे याद दिलाया कि वह मेरा heart देखता है। इसलिए मैंने Trinity को thank You कहा। God मेरी हर intention जानता है।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: Word of God lies, shame, traps और confusion को काटता है। जब मेरे mind में कई voices उठती हैं, God का Word अलग कर देता है कि क्या God से है और क्या God से नहीं है।
6. Genesis Day 3, Day 5 और Sixth Day Friday — मेरी coloring symbolic sign बन गई
यह picture Sister Mary Emmanuel Joseph ने Friday को color की, जो week का sixth day है। जब मैंने इस coloring को spiritually देखा, तो मुझे लगा कि यह सिर्फ simple coloring page नहीं थी। यह God की creation की quiet reflection बन गई, खासकर Genesis chapter 1 के third day और fifth day की।
Day 3
Grass, flowers, trees, seed, roots, growth, fruitfulness, ground से beauty.
Day 5
Birds, movement, voice, watchfulness, breath, air में living signs.
Sixth Day Friday
Creative work, reflection, completion, rest से पहले preparation, God का order.
इस picture में grass, leaves, flowers, vines और trees ने मुझे creation का third day याद दिलाया। Third day पर God ने earth से grass, plants, seed, fruit और trees को bring forth कराया। Spiritually इसका meaning है कि God empty ground में से life ला सकता है।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: Genesis Day 3 मुझे बताता है कि God plain ground में से life ला सकता है। मेरी flowers, leaves, grass, vines और tree मेरे लिए sign बने कि God मेरी life में roots से कुछ grow कर रहा है।
Branch पर बैठे crow/bird ने मुझे creation का fifth day याद दिलाया। Fifth day पर God ने living creatures और birds बनाए जो earth के ऊपर fly करते हैं। Spiritually bird मेरे लिए voice, movement, watchfulness, breath और life का sign बन गया।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: Genesis Day 5 मुझे बताता है कि God ground को life देने के बाद air को movement भी देता है। मेरी roots उसकी creation में हैं, और मेरे wings उसकी breath में हैं।
क्योंकि यह picture Friday को color की गई, जो sixth day है, इसलिए मुझे इसमें preparation का sign भी feel हुआ। Friday creative work, completion, reflection और rest से पहले preparation जैसा feel होता है। पहले God roots देता है, फिर wings देता है।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: Sixth day मुझे याद दिलाता है कि God अपने completed work को देखता है और उसे very good कहता है। God coloring जैसी simple चीज़ से भी spiritual meaning, order, beauty, creation और अपनी gentle voice दिखा सकता है।
God मेरी ground में life grow कर रहा है और मेरी spirit को voice दे रहा है।
मेरी roots उसकी creation में हैं, और मेरे wings उसकी breath में हैं।
7. Isaiah 43:13 मेरे heart में alive हो गया
फिर Isaiah 43:13 मेरे अंदर alive हो गया। God ने कहा, "मैं वही हूँ। मेरे हाथ से कोई छुड़ा नहीं सकता। मैं काम करूंगा, तो कौन रोक सकता है?" मुझे ऐसा लगा जैसे Father कह रहा हो, "Mary, future में भी कोई तुझे मेरे hands से नहीं छीन सकता। जो काम मैं तेरी life में करूंगा, उसे कोई stop नहीं कर सकता।"
यह Word मेरा strong place बन गया। अगर God मेरी life में work करना चाहता है, कोई hidden pain उसे stop नहीं कर सकता। अगर God mercy door खोलना चाहता है, कोई judgement उसे shut नहीं कर सकता। मैं shame की नहीं हूँ। मैं fear की नहीं हूँ। मैं अपने Father के hand की हूँ।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: God का hand सारी human misunderstanding से strong है। कोई person, negative word, hidden fear, hospital pressure, copy shadow, judgement या confusion मुझे उसके hand से remove नहीं कर सकता।
8. मैं अपनी हर breath Lord of Lords को surrender करती हूँ
मैं अपनी हर breath तुझे surrender करती हूँ, मेरे Lord of Lords। तूने मुझे breath दी। तूने मुझे soil से बनाया और अपनी breath से alive किया। मेरी body तेरी creation है। मेरे mind को तेरी healing चाहिए। मेरी soul तेरी है। मेरा holy love केवल तेरे लिए है।
Sister Mary की व्याख्या: God ने body को dust से बनाया, पर life उसकी breath से आई। इसलिए मेरी breath holy है। जब मैं अपनी breath उसे surrender करती हूँ, मैं God को वही वापस दे रही हूँ जो God से आया है।
मेरे Father के hand से कोई मुझे छुड़ा नहीं सकता।
Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I love You.
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